Had a rather uninspiring day at work. The amount of work keeps increasing and I'm struggling to keep up.

Flirting at the workplace definitely helps - although is time consuming and I have to hold back so that at least some stuff gets done. Great way of breaking the day. And without my usual fix - rather satisfying.

Another visit at the hospital tomottow. Noone to take me there - will have to take myself I guess. I only hope I can be a bit tougher and help myself from falling apart when I talk to the doctor. Or - hey - maybe I won't have to speak to him - after all it's only a scan this time and I might be spared...

Enough of that - it's so late and it's a pilates night - let's get going. I can visualise what my body will look like after 4 weeks of this regime... I guess I'm keeping that skin-tight dress.