I sort of hoped it's all over yesterday when the pain subsided and yet it's back today.

I simply hate the way it makes me feel - not only the physicall aspect of it.... I feel far to vulnerable for comfort...

Can't concentrate on anything so I'm watching TV almost continuously.

Have to go out to get some meds but can't face standing up, walking just yet - will try to give it another hour or so, see what happens.

No man is an island I guess - one needs back-up. I wish my bro was here...

About time to cheer up - it's getting so f... grim